December 2009
11 posts
“Christmas iPhone promo is getting me so tempted. OMGZ.”
night thoughts.
i might seemed happy and fine in the day but when it comes to dawn i start to miss you. not a bit but very much of it. i read your blog last night i came across 16th may post. realising that you don’t know what a promise meant. maybe you do but you can’t keep.
you say; ‘if i could, i would last 10, 000 years with you and never leave you again, i need you’. seriously i hope...
“i am not ok. not ok.”
“i believe you are still standing by me.”
typical december.
just came back from gavin’s advanced 16th birthday, supposed to be nicely planned but everything was ruined. shall let you know why.
left nelson’s place at roughly 4pm, anyway fyi we broke up since a few days ago. stayed over his crib for 2 nights consecutively because i refused to go home, not sure why either. changed and so, went down to sembawang to meet up with zihui.
caught up...
“for so long i’ve been counting on you, this is the only excuse i can use...”
“you’re standing right there. on the left side. in the inside.”
November 2009
28 posts
“hold you tight, feel alright, everyday and night.”
– someone.
not getting over.
i want you here with me to bees knees. i miss you, baby i miss you. i am not getting over you yet, baby not yet.
heartbreaking.
Her: do you still want to be with me?
Him: no.
Her: do you still love me?
Him: yes.
“if i am you and you are me, things would be so different.”
prom night at marina mandarin.
yesterday’s night prom night was amazing! although when i reached there seats are almost all taken up but when i walked in aidil, haikal and nicholas stopped me they already got seat for me, how nice my classmates are.
it was buffet dinner with chicken rice and some nonya food. the nonya sauce fish was very delicious, but i find it a little spicy. the steamed egg with red dates wasn’t...
trust.
trust; what is that, if even the dictionary is lying about it. hellz.
many things happened last night. i think this wouldn’t be the last time i burn the midnight old to cry over what you lied about. you don’t deserve a stupid woman like me, perhaps..?
“i don’t wish prom is so near. postpone pleaseeee.”
movie for 3.
met gavin at sembawang station together with baby, headed to woodlands. bought tickets for 2012 showtime 11.40am can you image watching such tragic show first thing you wake up even before you have your breakfast?
it last for a exact 2 hour and 45 minutes, my butts are totally sore and it was really freaking cold but because we are sitting at the back, i didn’t want toilet breaks, so far...
“i will tolerate, since i have no other choice.”
hearts away.
i think it is time for me to put my heart away for awhile as i feel that it’s getting tired. too tired til it only felt neutral. impossible to love, are my expectations really this ridiculous? am i really that difficult to please? i think as time goes by, sooner or later, it will die off.
a false alarm yesterday lead great disappointment, a last minute change of plans although i kept...
today, tonight.
happy birthday emily! (^)
i am so going to zirca tonight! yay. see you there, darlings.
“lynette just left my place.
be jealous that i am meeting yuxuan tomorrow!”
sarcasticism.
Lynette: you always message so late.
Me: i text you in the morning.
Lynette: you text me, 4.44am no wonder i felt so much like dying today.
Me: wah, you are so hillarious.
maybe.
Him: i don't think i am not the person you wanted.
Me: what makes you think so?
Him: i am just your limit, what you want is someone beyond your limits. someone that can give you want i can't. but i really love you a lot..
chalet
was over at sihao’s chalet with company last night. things were somehow screwed up, left around 5.30am with baby we kept silence throughout the journey that keeps me wondering how much do i ever meant to him.
i miss you too.
Him: i thought much today.
Me: what?
Him: you, i miss you.
lunchtime
just met lynette and accompanied her for her whole one hour lunch time. had pepper lunch went ntuc for snacks then to look at pinky, pinky stuffs. we are like so obessed and she was late.
“goodnight people. have yet to meet baby 10am in the morning and it is 5 now....”
